Dec 29 2008
I want to be a kid again..
I am a bit lazy these days. First it is due to festive holidays, and then freezing cold. Though I have enjoyed the festive days with family and friends, the climate is the spoiler of my health a bit. Seasonal weather conditions are the nature’s special effects. We can not tolerate the scorching heat,nor we can stop the deluge.
But this season has its beauty. White snow,like carpet, everywhere, brought back the memories of childhood days of playing with snow balls, and building snow castles. Since i am feeble, I was not allowed frequently to play with snow balls.
Now all those golden days are gone.Today what I can do is, sit before my desktop computer and play NFS, or watch Youtube videos.
Actually I was addicted to Internet. My friends now calling me as loner, and my parents are angry about rising power bills.But I am feeling, I can not live without Internet.I do not know what it is called in medical terminology.
The fact is, I am in search of those lost childhood days, which I have not enjoyed a lot. I can not play like a kid today. I can not enjoy those innocent days anymore. what I can do now is just remember those early years of my age.
May be you think,I am a bit too sensitive. But it is true. And perhaps true to all of you.I want to be a kid again. I want to play with my buddies again [who are now busy in search of employment]. If the almighty God allow me a boon, I certainly want to be a kid again.
